❤ Miss Doctor's territory

its about evrything turn into 1

sometimes i jus wish to be like ana,

but, after a while, i realize it that i couldnt be like her..

masak tu kalah chef hotel..

beat with Jebat tu.. goshh...

i really cant..

then how did she make the decision to end up with Along..

to be like addin shah?

huwwooo.. jauh lagi tu...

i really cant be like her...

totally cant..

she is very good in everything..

iron lady kottt...

headgirl yg kepala gila.. tp result gempak gila..

hookup with benz after that incident...

huwoooo...

G.I.L.A kot....

to be like minn edina?

im even not know how to skate ..

but she is really goshh...

idk how to describe it..

im adore her..

from the deck to Him..

its really 360 degree turn..

but she succed..

with help from Him and courage from the people around her..

especially Ked , AO & Min ( Jasmin)

trisy?

i adore her..

yeah.. family is everything..

as a consule's daughter,

she ust had travel everywhere aroud the world..

meeting all the weird cultures *eyes rooling up *

but as usual, malaysian will be like
"she is not well educated as a muslim"

owh please people..

stop judging..

but still..

she doesnt make a mess with people..

and she always trying to be herself till she learn the way to be a muslim..

joning the camps and so on..

dashrina dashrin?

someone from broken fmly..

yeah, when fmly become strangers really suits her surroungding..

her life is being alone..

but its change when she being sent to her countryside.

living with her paksu, opah and tokwan..

really change her into someone else..

meeting up with jade after long time...

and their fate is there..

everyone have their own story..

out history is not the same..

yeah. my shoes doesnt fit yours right?

same to me.. im not fit yours too...

but as Muslim, we have to help each other in concept of ukhuwah or as relatives maybe?

i juz adore the way hlovate writing out his/her story..

i dont know what is the gender..

some poeple said that hlovate is a girl..

somes are oppose it..

so, who does care as he/she doesnt want people t know him/her..

let him/her be..

but keep writing for us..

bcoz ur story really inspire me..

from my opinion..

i really love it..

and ofkos.. i always adre their partner..

next entry i cerita pasal their partner plak k..

xoxo- fieyfa_AF

Labels: afifah, berangan, fieyfa_AF, hlovate, medic, muhasabah, opinion, positif, review

❤ "its about evrything turn into 1" was Posted On: Thursday, 21 May 2015 @13:08 | 0 lovely comments ✿

rasa hati

benar kata org

"diluah mati emak, ditelan mati bapak"

iya lah..

antara rasa ingin mempertahankan ego diri

dengan keinginan meluahkan apa yang dipendam dalam hati..

its not that easy guys..

after all the hardship i had been through.

its really putting me in the dilemma..

ko ingat senang nk jaga semua?

nk bina tembok tinggi itu..

friendzone kan semua..

aku manusia biasa..

punya hati dan juga perasaan..

rasa ingin dikasihi dan berkasih..

tapi di hati aku masih punya iman..

aku percaya dengan janji Dia..

imanku bukan seperti malaikat..

iman aku juga ada naik turun

terkadang aku juga hanyut

dengan hasutan nafsu,

dengan desakan syaitan..

tapi itu bukan ALASAN!!!!

semoga terus dipelihara rasa hati itu fifah...

Labels: afifah, dia, feeling, fieyfa_AF, friends, kekuatan, love, muhasabah, pengalaman, peringatan, sabar, sad, takut, teguran

❤ "rasa hati" was Posted On: Tuesday, 5 May 2015 @17:11 | 0 lovely comments ✿

pre exam depress

kalau dah kluar mood

upside down,

cuak overload,

angau overboard,

intoxication overdose,

rasa nk filtrate semua benda masuk dlm body..

nausea all the time..

satiety center seems like is inhibited...

feeding center stimulated all the time..

yeah its crazy..

and symptom of depression i guess...

hahah. tu belum lagi keluar aura nk bunuh org...

sentap tetiba..

oversensitive..

overthinking...

gosh..

menda ni pipah??

go and find yourself lah...

chill.. 26 days towards final...

focus more ..

hallucination ( aura ) plizz go away..

i need myself to be calm...

mohon jaga diri fifah..

jaga hati jugaa

Labels: afifah, depress, doktor, medic, mesir, muhasabah, nangis, serabut, takut

❤ "pre exam depress" was Posted On: Tuesday, 31 March 2015 @23:32 | 0 lovely comments ✿

muhasabah diri 1

erm.. winter break dah bermula..

today jan 25th, di khabarkan ade perhimpunan besar-besaran .. puak peace n puak empat..

so korg, tlg doakan mesir ye.. :)

dah cuti2 ni, rasa bosan lak xde kelas.. bila ade kelas mulut bising itu ini..

haishh.. xtawu bersyukur btul manusia ini..

just wanna say..

dis few weeks, feeling bad about myself.

teruk la kau fifah.

hish22.

past is past okey?

let bygones be bygones.

just rasa x sedap hati of few things.. n i think now i'd find the reasons..

if what i'd found is true, i should thank Allah..

coz He chose me to face this..

yet He still care of me..

yeah.. aku x prnah terlepas dr pandangan Dia.. tp hanya diri aku ini..

diri yang hina ini yang selalu lupa pada yang MahaKuasa..

Allahu.. Ampun kan aku ya Allah... aku lalai..

sekarang aku hanya perlu lupakan kisah lampau..terus kan kehidupan mcm biasa.

bahkan lebih baik seandainya aku semakin bertakwa kepada Allah S.W.T.

fifah kuat.. fifah mampu.. in shaa Allah dear.. Allah sentiasa bersama hamba-hambaNya..

*senyum*

yea fifah terus kan kehidupankamu..

jangan memikirkan apa yang tidak penting bagi kamu..

priority kamu sekarang adalah mencari Mardhatillah dan belajar agar kamu boleh menjadi doktor ummah.. :D

in shaa Allah.. one fine day.. i'll be doctor for patient n also for ummah.. pray for me..
may Allah ease.. :D

Labels: afifah, aku, dugaan, leka, muhasabah

❤ "muhasabah diri 1" was Posted On: Friday, 24 January 2014 @23:39 | 0 lovely comments ✿

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