aku pun tak tahu
langit kelam..
titisan rintik mula membasahi bumi..
awan menangis
seperti keadaan hati aku sekarang..
Labels: afifah, fieyfa_AF, kisah hati
The last
sebenarnya dh perasan dh pun..
bnyk kali dah..
tp xpe la..
i know where i stand
biar je..
sbb they never meant what they said..
so kenapa nk kesah kan dyorg plak kan?
biar je..
i have Him..
mana pun pergi mmg last skali akan tggal aku sendiri jugak..
mcm x biasa kan..
bnyk kali dah..
tp xpe la..
i know where i stand
biar je..
sbb they never meant what they said..
so kenapa nk kesah kan dyorg plak kan?
biar je..
i have Him..
mana pun pergi mmg last skali akan tggal aku sendiri jugak..
mcm x biasa kan..
Labels: afifah, fieyfa_AF, kehilangan, kekuatan, merepek, opinion, pengalaman, positif, sabar, tabah, think
are you ready for death?
entry ni tulis on dec 2, tp bru nk publish arini.. sorry guys...
and nnt akan di update smbungan cerita ni...
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firstly, al fatihah buat arwah akram zaki.
hari ni dah genap 3 tahun arwah meninggalkan kita..
back to the tittle..
i realise this not so long ago..
i miss her so much..
my late grandma..
aku xrapat dgn dia mcm aku rapat dgn tok ani..
but the moment dpt tawu dia sakit,
3 mggu tu, sekali je balik rumah...
tu pun nk balik ambil baju lebih..
hari aku balik tu, the first she starts to lie down..
then she never get up as usual till her last breath..
never expect that taw..
sbb pagi tu we, me and my maksu even pimpin dia smpai bilik air utk mandi kan dia..
tgh hari tu we all pujuk tok tido..
sb tok dh dua hari berturut-turut xtido..
xsgka lena nya dia saat itu,
terus membawa kepada coma..
coma as in, doctors term..
xboleh bgun..
hanya bergerak mata and little movement
( ni apa yg aku faham dari doctor and nurses tu bincang)
Labels: afifah, death, family, fieyfa_AF, love, preparation
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