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change

im trying to find the old me..

maybe a new me to certain people..

i have my own reasons..

i have my own intention..

what ever it is, i'll make sure that it will never disturbing your personal life..

i confess to someone..

few days ( i guess dkt 2 mggu jugak aku bertangguh tu) after i realize..

before aku jatuh syg..

before i deeply fall for him,

i confess..

and i decide to move on..

move on as in xmau ada related with any guys..

including faiz abang..

pity him.. but sokey..

sometimes i text him just to tell him that im okey..

and guess what?

hahaha..

im happy.. with my current situation..

yeahh.. ada org pertikai takut aku makin awkward with that person ke apa..

no lah.. i'd give my thought bout it..

dah prepare pn if we are apart and the relation not as we used to be..

im fine with it..

time pass, and i'll get used to it..

dont worry bout me...

i hope this is the last time before i find my Mr. Right..

my perfect ideal guy for me..

Labels: afifah, feeling, fieyfa_AF, kekuatan, kisah hati, memori, memories, mereka, pengalaman, preparation, rindu

❤ "change" was Posted On: Tuesday, 23 August 2016 @10:23 | 0 lovely comments ✿

final exam

bahang final dah terasa..

first year dh start exam..

second year start siang nnt..

and kami 3rd year start sabtu nnt..

serius cuak..

nk menyesal xstudy awal pun dh xguna..

dan rasa nk give up tu mmg ada..

but bila teringat my mom, my dad

amanah yg di galas,

teruskan jugak..

sbb mmg dtg sini utk belajar pun kan..

as usual ayat mak

"suruh exam benda yg dh belajar.. bukan benda yg xpernah tawu"

so no need to be afraid..

nothing to be afraid of.

bak kata ustaz

"susah sebab xbaca"

hahaha..

apa pun susah..

tapi kena biasa kan..

coz dugaan alam kerja nnt lagi besar.. lagi perit..

fighting afifah!!!

your family believe that you can do it

in shaa Allah :)

bawah ni jadual exam untuk 3rd year medical students zagazig medical school

Labels: afifah, doktor, exam, facultymedicine, family, feeling, final exam, medical students, mesir

❤ "final exam" was Posted On: Wednesday, 4 May 2016 @15:29 | 0 lovely comments ✿

april 11

al-fatihah ~~

11 years already..

adik, apah rindu...

awong rindu..

anyah rindu..

semua rindu..

adik,

apah rindu nk kacau adik..

rindu nk tgok adik merajuk..

rindu nk marah adik sbb mkn xmau berhenti..

rindu nk kacau2 adik.

adik, rindu pelat adik..

rindu nk dgar adik sebut

aaa ais bila order air..

rindu nk dgar adik ckp " mama adak anakkk.. adik anak anyaahhh"

adik..

we all miss u dik..

kami taw adik bahagia dan tenang di sana..

tunggu kami semua taw dik..

dik, awong dah kawen dik..

awong ada baby..

kalau adik ada, mesti adik suka kacau baby awong..

ni lah anak awong. nama dia thaqif.. comey mcm adik kannn

apit pun dh kawen aritu dik..

nnt apit pun ada baby..

apah belajar jauh.. xleyh jenguk adik selalu..

apa kirim doa tiap kali teringatkan adik..

semalam awong pesan,

lepas solat doakan adik sekali.

11 tahun xterasa pun dik..

apah ingat lagi adik lap air mata apah masa kat hospital tu..

adik pesan apah jangan nangis..

apah dh besar xleyh nangis..

adik mcm tawu jee tu last time adik ckp dgn apah...

sebelum balik tu, adik cium apah lamaaaaa..

dikk..

apah ingat lagi..

masa rehat, apah suka pi kacau adik..

lpas tu cikgu adik marah adik sbb sibuk nk mai sembang dgn apah..

apah ingat lagi adik buat2 merajuk sbb kami xmau pakaikan pampers adik..

adik masuk bilik main bedak sampai mama balik keja..

adik, seluar adik ada dgn apah..

bear yg apah beli twin bear tu pun ada lagi kat umah apah..

apah rinddddddduuuuu sangaaaaatttttt kat adikk

damailah kau di sana Nurul Hidayah binti Zulkefli.

Labels: afifah, death, feeling, fieyfa_AF, hidayah, kenangan, mati, memori, rindu, sayang, tabah

❤ "april 11" was Posted On: Sunday, 10 April 2016 @22:29 | 0 lovely comments ✿

rasa hati

benar kata org

"diluah mati emak, ditelan mati bapak"

iya lah..

antara rasa ingin mempertahankan ego diri

dengan keinginan meluahkan apa yang dipendam dalam hati..

its not that easy guys..

after all the hardship i had been through.

its really putting me in the dilemma..

ko ingat senang nk jaga semua?

nk bina tembok tinggi itu..

friendzone kan semua..

aku manusia biasa..

punya hati dan juga perasaan..

rasa ingin dikasihi dan berkasih..

tapi di hati aku masih punya iman..

aku percaya dengan janji Dia..

imanku bukan seperti malaikat..

iman aku juga ada naik turun

terkadang aku juga hanyut

dengan hasutan nafsu,

dengan desakan syaitan..

tapi itu bukan ALASAN!!!!

semoga terus dipelihara rasa hati itu fifah...

Labels: afifah, dia, feeling, fieyfa_AF, friends, kekuatan, love, muhasabah, pengalaman, peringatan, sabar, sad, takut, teguran

❤ "rasa hati" was Posted On: Tuesday, 5 May 2015 @17:11 | 0 lovely comments ✿

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