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my birthday party

thanks to everyone yg terlibat secara langsung atau tidak langsung..
im enjoyed my special day...

alhamdulillah, dpt mkn nasik kerabu dgn telur masin lagi

nyum nyum nyum

Labels: afifah, aku, birthday, birthdaycake, december, fieyfa_AF, friends, happy, kami, kenangan, ladies le mashaAllahan, medic, medical students, memories, mesir, precious moment, tiga serangkai, zagaziq

❤ "my birthday party" was Posted On: Saturday, 24 December 2016 @22:29 | 0 lovely comments ✿

hari ini dalma sejarah

Zagazig University buat firedrill weyh..
hahaha...
first time sepanjang dk mesir ni...
dah la tadi kelas Dr Eimad..
mcm xmau turun je rasa...
hangus rentung dh kami tadi.. hahaha

Labels: afifah, doktor, facultymedicine, medic, medical students, memories, mesir, Zagazig University, zagaziq

❤ "hari ini dalma sejarah" was Posted On: Monday, 11 January 2016 @09:52 | 0 lovely comments ✿

new life begin

im officially third year student now..

alhamdulillah..

all praises to Him Almighty..

yes.. third year of medical students in egypt is the killing year of pre clinical year...

maut weyh kalau memain...

pathology ,pharmacology, parasitology & microbiology..

semua subjek memerluakn otak hafalan yg tinggi..

tambah lagi, aku extend cuti sampai sebulan haritu gara2 menanti anak buah aku menjengah dunia...

sampai je egypt, terus kena kejutkan dengan quiz..

esok merupakan minggu ketiga aku belajar di tahun baru ni..

dan 2 minggu yang lepas,

mmg quiz dan test tu almost everyday..

everyday ada pract lesson for a subject...

setiap kali kelas practical tu ada test or quiz..

so jd hari2 lah aku ada quiz kan?

tapi lain2 subjek..

kalau perasan, belajar dia semua berkaitan..

sama la mcm dlu belajar physio , berkait dgn anat , histo and biochem..

tp third year ni lain nya sebab, kami belajar yg abnormal..

yg berkaitan penyakit ( pathology )

berkaitan ubat-ubatan dan reaksi antara ubat2 tersebut ( pharmacology)

pasal cacing2 dan bakteria (parasite and microb)

seronok sebenarnya kalau ko minat dan faham..

so wish me luck...

Labels: afifah, facultymedicine, fieyfa_AF, gamaah, medic, mesir

❤ "new life begin" was Posted On: Saturday, 14 November 2015 @07:11 | 0 lovely comments ✿

its about evrything turn into 1

sometimes i jus wish to be like ana,

but, after a while, i realize it that i couldnt be like her..

masak tu kalah chef hotel..

beat with Jebat tu.. goshh...

i really cant..

then how did she make the decision to end up with Along..

to be like addin shah?

huwwooo.. jauh lagi tu...

i really cant be like her...

totally cant..

she is very good in everything..

iron lady kottt...

headgirl yg kepala gila.. tp result gempak gila..

hookup with benz after that incident...

huwoooo...

G.I.L.A kot....

to be like minn edina?

im even not know how to skate ..

but she is really goshh...

idk how to describe it..

im adore her..

from the deck to Him..

its really 360 degree turn..

but she succed..

with help from Him and courage from the people around her..

especially Ked , AO & Min ( Jasmin)

trisy?

i adore her..

yeah.. family is everything..

as a consule's daughter,

she ust had travel everywhere aroud the world..

meeting all the weird cultures *eyes rooling up *

but as usual, malaysian will be like
"she is not well educated as a muslim"

owh please people..

stop judging..

but still..

she doesnt make a mess with people..

and she always trying to be herself till she learn the way to be a muslim..

joning the camps and so on..

dashrina dashrin?

someone from broken fmly..

yeah, when fmly become strangers really suits her surroungding..

her life is being alone..

but its change when she being sent to her countryside.

living with her paksu, opah and tokwan..

really change her into someone else..

meeting up with jade after long time...

and their fate is there..

everyone have their own story..

out history is not the same..

yeah. my shoes doesnt fit yours right?

same to me.. im not fit yours too...

but as Muslim, we have to help each other in concept of ukhuwah or as relatives maybe?

i juz adore the way hlovate writing out his/her story..

i dont know what is the gender..

some poeple said that hlovate is a girl..

somes are oppose it..

so, who does care as he/she doesnt want people t know him/her..

let him/her be..

but keep writing for us..

bcoz ur story really inspire me..

from my opinion..

i really love it..

and ofkos.. i always adre their partner..

next entry i cerita pasal their partner plak k..

xoxo- fieyfa_AF

Labels: afifah, berangan, fieyfa_AF, hlovate, medic, muhasabah, opinion, positif, review

❤ "its about evrything turn into 1" was Posted On: Thursday, 21 May 2015 @13:08 | 0 lovely comments ✿

from egypt to kathmandu

di kala hening subuh,

fajar siddiq masih belum menyinsing,

pemergian mu ke lokasi

membantu yang memerlukan.

menghulurkan bantuan,

berkorban masa dan tenaga,

demi mangsa di sana.

doaku mengiringi pemergianmu ke lokasi,

agar sentiasa di lindungi,

doaku buatmu kasih,

agar terus setia menabur bakti.

di kala orang lain di buai mimpi,

kau masih memikir cara membantu,

di kala orang lain enak di ulit kemewahan,

kau tinggal kaum keluarga anak isteri.

semoga kepergianmu dirahmati Allah..

di kala azan subuh berkumandang,

ku titip doa buatmu kasih,

yang berkonban jiwa raga mencurahkan jasa..

fifah loves u ayah...

p/s : azan subuh mmg tgh berkumandang

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❤ "from egypt to kathmandu" was Posted On: Wednesday, 6 May 2015 @18:34 | 0 lovely comments ✿

pre exam depress

kalau dah kluar mood

upside down,

cuak overload,

angau overboard,

intoxication overdose,

rasa nk filtrate semua benda masuk dlm body..

nausea all the time..

satiety center seems like is inhibited...

feeding center stimulated all the time..

yeah its crazy..

and symptom of depression i guess...

hahah. tu belum lagi keluar aura nk bunuh org...

sentap tetiba..

oversensitive..

overthinking...

gosh..

menda ni pipah??

go and find yourself lah...

chill.. 26 days towards final...

focus more ..

hallucination ( aura ) plizz go away..

i need myself to be calm...

mohon jaga diri fifah..

jaga hati jugaa

Labels: afifah, depress, doktor, medic, mesir, muhasabah, nangis, serabut, takut

❤ "pre exam depress" was Posted On: Tuesday, 31 March 2015 @23:32 | 0 lovely comments ✿

2014

*ehem*

Alhamdulillah.. da officially masuk tahun baru masihi..

xsalah sambut.. tp bukan adat kita lah kan?

tahun baru hijrah da lama berlalu...

kalau nk tanya pasal azam, aku malas nk ckp..

nk laksana kan azam tahun2 lepas yg belum tertunai..

Alhamdulillah.. syukur ke hardat Ilahi dengan limpah kurnia nya, aku masih lagi bernafas pada hari ini dengan nikmat Islam & Iman..

hurm kalau nk di cerita kisah yg dilalui sepanjang 2013, mmg panjang.. dari Tanta hingga ke Zagaziq.. :P

kisah suka duka pahit manis kehidupan, saban hari kita lalui.. cuma dengan cara apa kita menghadapi nya?
samada kita mensyukuri nikmat yg kita dapat atau kita kufur nikmat?

Alhamdulillah.. 2013 setahun aku di Ardul Kinanah ini.. aku di uji.. Alhamdulillah..

naqibah masa sekolah pernah pesan, katanya , "Allah uji tanda Dia sayang"

terima ma , ayah , akak( syahida) , kakak2 di Zagaziq dan Tanta (meskipun setengah sudah berada di Malaysia) dan kawan2 yg sedia mmbntu menghulurkan tangan saat fifah jatuh , lemah x mmpu berdiri sendiri..

kini, fifah tabah mengharungi dugaan hidup itu.. kerana fifah percaya, setiap takdir yang Allah tentukan tu ada hikmah tersembunyi..

(2:216) & (2:286)

fifah mmg pegang ayat ni sebagai penguat semangat..

kepada insan yg pernah melukai hati fifah, fifah maafkan salah korg..

fifah pun mintak maaf jugak atas keterlanjuran kata, perilaku dan seangkatan dengannya andai mengguris hati dan perasaan anda semua..

~~kepada insan itu,~~

~~terima kasih atas luka & parut yg kau tinggalkan..~~

~~terima kasih atas segalanya..~~

~~sekarang, aku adalah sejarah kau.. kau adalah kenangan aku.~~

semoga selepas ini, tiada lagi bayangan kau dalam hidup aku..

surah al ankabut ayat 2
(bukak quran sendiri.. sbb xingat sgt ayat dia cmna..)

tapi ayat ni serius buat aku sentap.. Allahu..