change
im trying to find the old me..
maybe a new me to certain people..
i have my own reasons..
i have my own intention..
what ever it is, i'll make sure that it will never disturbing your personal life..
i confess to someone..
few days ( i guess dkt 2 mggu jugak aku bertangguh tu) after i realize..
before aku jatuh syg..
before i deeply fall for him,
i confess..
and i decide to move on..
move on as in xmau ada related with any guys..
including faiz abang..
pity him.. but sokey..
sometimes i text him just to tell him that im okey..
and guess what?
hahaha..
im happy.. with my current situation..
yeahh.. ada org pertikai takut aku makin awkward with that person ke apa..
no lah.. i'd give my thought bout it..
dah prepare pn if we are apart and the relation not as we used to be..
im fine with it..
time pass, and i'll get used to it..
dont worry bout me...
i hope this is the last time before i find my Mr. Right..
my perfect ideal guy for me..
Labels: afifah, feeling, fieyfa_AF, kekuatan, kisah hati, memori, memories, mereka, pengalaman, preparation, rindu
aku pun tak tahu
langit kelam..
titisan rintik mula membasahi bumi..
awan menangis
seperti keadaan hati aku sekarang..
Labels: afifah, fieyfa_AF, kisah hati
secebis kisah diriku
tatawu nk tulis apa pun senanya... tapi lama x updte kan..
hihi.. naik bersawang dah belog aq ni..
lorh.. tu pun kecoh minah ni.. haish..
erm.. ntah la.. tp pernah jugak terpikir pasal bnda yg nk share ni..
rupa-rupanya, bukan aku sorg yg perasan.. ade juga org lain yg peraan akan hal ni..
hahaha.. nampak x yg ade org CARE jgk pasal aq..
hurm aq pun xtaw.. tapi aq mmg rasa jodoh aq dgn org yg bernama FAIZ ni kuat.. p lah tang mana pun.
akan ada jugak sorg yg terkait dgn aq n nama dy FAIZ.. xley blah kan?
yea.. nampak mcm merepek.. tapi tu HAKIKAT taw!!
daripada zaman menengah atas hingga lah sekarang.
hahah...
erm.. x kesah pun.. sapa pun aq kawan je asalkan ade batas..
tapi tu la. bila dah nama sama dgn org yg aq prnah crush dulu,
otomatik kenangan aq dgn dy dulu tu terimbau balik..
aq xsuka la..
ase mcm aq x let him go..
aq da move on kan?
so kenapa aq nk engt lagi kisah lama tu?
haish pipah, pipah.. apa la hang ni..
*betul kan ikat rambut*
sambung balik.. sampai ade org pernah ckp..
"jodoh awak ni fifah, mmg dgn org nama Faiz.. tp xtawu Faiz mana.."
"hang ni xdak nama lain dah ka? asyik nama Faiz ja ada kat hang"
APA? hampa engt aq mntak ka nk kenai dgn org nama Faiz tu?
kalau ikut aq, aq pun xmau la...
*muka marah*
tpi tu la.. aq pun pernah jgk terpikir cmtu senanya.. hahaha..
perangai.. xley blah la minah ni..
Labels: aku, dia, FAIZ, kami, kisah hati, kita, merepek



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