❤ Miss Doctor's territory

change

im trying to find the old me..

maybe a new me to certain people..

i have my own reasons..

i have my own intention..

what ever it is, i'll make sure that it will never disturbing your personal life..

i confess to someone..

few days ( i guess dkt 2 mggu jugak aku bertangguh tu) after i realize..

before aku jatuh syg..

before i deeply fall for him,

i confess..

and i decide to move on..

move on as in xmau ada related with any guys..

including faiz abang..

pity him.. but sokey..

sometimes i text him just to tell him that im okey..

and guess what?

hahaha..

im happy.. with my current situation..

yeahh.. ada org pertikai takut aku makin awkward with that person ke apa..

no lah.. i'd give my thought bout it..

dah prepare pn if we are apart and the relation not as we used to be..

im fine with it..

time pass, and i'll get used to it..

dont worry bout me...

i hope this is the last time before i find my Mr. Right..

my perfect ideal guy for me..

Labels: afifah, feeling, fieyfa_AF, kekuatan, kisah hati, memori, memories, mereka, pengalaman, preparation, rindu

❤ "change" was Posted On: Tuesday, 23 August 2016 @10:23 | 0 lovely comments ✿

are you ready for death?

entry ni tulis on dec 2, tp bru nk publish arini.. sorry guys...
and nnt akan di update smbungan cerita ni...

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firstly, al fatihah buat arwah akram zaki.

hari ni dah genap 3 tahun arwah meninggalkan kita..

back to the tittle..

i realise this not so long ago..

i miss her so much..

my late grandma..

aku xrapat dgn dia mcm aku rapat dgn tok ani..

but the moment dpt tawu dia sakit,

3 mggu tu, sekali je balik rumah...

tu pun nk balik ambil baju lebih..

hari aku balik tu, the first she starts to lie down..

then she never get up as usual till her last breath..

never expect that taw..

sbb pagi tu we, me and my maksu even pimpin dia smpai bilik air utk mandi kan dia..

tgh hari tu we all pujuk tok tido..

sb tok dh dua hari berturut-turut xtido..

xsgka lena nya dia saat itu,

terus membawa kepada coma..

coma as in, doctors term..

xboleh bgun..

hanya bergerak mata and little movement

( ni apa yg aku faham dari doctor and nurses tu bincang)

Labels: afifah, death, family, fieyfa_AF, love, preparation

❤ "are you ready for death?" was Posted On: Friday, 4 December 2015 @11:58 | 0 lovely comments ✿

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