❤ Miss Doctor's territory

just need me..only me

hahahha.. makin lama makin awkward pulak..
aku buat decision yg salah ke?
or do i need to turn back?

dilemma

❤ "just need me..only me" was Posted On: Monday, 6 February 2017 @02:52 | 0 lovely comments ✿

xberubah bila ada boyfren?
satu penipuan..
sbb smpai kwn perempuan hg pun hg lempaq tauk tepi..
sbb apa? sbb boyfren je penting

❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, 16 January 2017 @23:54 | 0 lovely comments ✿

my birthday party

thanks to everyone yg terlibat secara langsung atau tidak langsung..
im enjoyed my special day...

alhamdulillah, dpt mkn nasik kerabu dgn telur masin lagi

nyum nyum nyum

Labels: afifah, aku, birthday, birthdaycake, december, fieyfa_AF, friends, happy, kami, kenangan, ladies le mashaAllahan, medic, medical students, memories, mesir, precious moment, tiga serangkai, zagaziq

❤ "my birthday party" was Posted On: Saturday, 24 December 2016 @22:29 | 0 lovely comments ✿

im hurt.. im dying inside

simpan ja selagi boleh simpan..
keep it in your heart..

org xsuka pun ko bnyk bercakap afifah..
be strong..
chaiyyookk..
be strong for your own sake..

ye aku tipu..
aku dh xkuat...
aku dh xmampu..
this is my limit..
i wish i can go home..
i want my mom..

❤ "im hurt.. im dying inside" was Posted On: Wednesday, 30 November 2016 @12:14 | 0 lovely comments ✿

aku rasa nak suruh ko pergi mampus je skrg ni

❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, 16 November 2016 @23:47 | 0 lovely comments ✿

im getting weid?
yes i am..

nak jadi budak2 balik boleh?
xde nk pikir masalah..
xde nak serabut mcm2..

❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, 7 November 2016 @07:55 | 0 lovely comments ✿

im not stressed

lately people keep asking me if im stress?
no im not..

im fine..
thanks for concerned guyssss

❤ "im not stressed" was Posted On: Saturday, 5 November 2016 @12:07 | 0 lovely comments ✿

sejarah di hari raya

hari raya aidiladha 1437H,
aku buat kuih raya n bake cheesecake...

masa hari raya weyhhhh~~~~

org masa hari raya pi jalan2 pi beraya...
aku dok rumah buat kuih raya...

lepastu pi shopping barang kat C-mart changlun tu...
then malam tu lepas buat lepat pisang kat umah tok,
aku sambung projek buat strawberry cheese cake dengan tasya.
daebaaakkkk!!!!

lesap within 30 minutessss...

Labels: afifah, aidiladha, baking, family, fieyfa_AF, memories, raya

❤ "sejarah di hari raya" was Posted On: Monday, 12 September 2016 @10:25 | 0 lovely comments ✿

change

im trying to find the old me..

maybe a new me to certain people..

i have my own reasons..

i have my own intention..

what ever it is, i'll make sure that it will never disturbing your personal life..

i confess to someone..

few days ( i guess dkt 2 mggu jugak aku bertangguh tu) after i realize..

before aku jatuh syg..

before i deeply fall for him,

i confess..

and i decide to move on..

move on as in xmau ada related with any guys..

including faiz abang..

pity him.. but sokey..

sometimes i text him just to tell him that im okey..

and guess what?

hahaha..

im happy.. with my current situation..

yeahh.. ada org pertikai takut aku makin awkward with that person ke apa..

no lah.. i'd give my thought bout it..

dah prepare pn if we are apart and the relation not as we used to be..

im fine with it..

time pass, and i'll get used to it..

dont worry bout me...

i hope this is the last time before i find my Mr. Right..

my perfect ideal guy for me..

Labels: afifah, feeling, fieyfa_AF, kekuatan, kisah hati, memori, memories, mereka, pengalaman, preparation, rindu

❤ "change" was Posted On: Tuesday, 23 August 2016 @10:23 | 0 lovely comments ✿

wake up call

rindu?
tipu kalau tidak..
hahah..
i thought after 6 years he'll change..
but im wrong.. hahahaha...
so, it's time to open it up or other person i guess..

hahaha.. jgn keras hati sgt afifah..
jangan kering sgt hati tu...

pickup lines pun xjalan..
setia sgt kamu tu ehhh..

opss..

a week already pass..
and i realised now im making the right decision to make it up with other person..

sapa dtg next terima je...

xde dh nk friendzone ke apa..
hahaha..

mak dh bising aritu sbb anak dia xde kawan yg serious to talking about future..
mak takut anak dia x laku ke eh?

❤ "wake up call" was Posted On: Monday, 16 May 2016 @16:23 | 0 lovely comments ✿

precious moment

well spend night..

im happy..

and i hope they will feel the same..

i love both of them so much..

and thanks to our musyrif ..

special case kata nya..

hihi.. masehhhh~~~~

Labels: afifah, fieyfa_AF, final exam, happy, kenangan, medical students, memories, mesir, precious moment, sayang, zagaziq

❤ "precious moment" was Posted On: Sunday, 8 May 2016 @17:05 | 0 lovely comments ✿

final exam

bahang final dah terasa..

first year dh start exam..

second year start siang nnt..

and kami 3rd year start sabtu nnt..

serius cuak..

nk menyesal xstudy awal pun dh xguna..

dan rasa nk give up tu mmg ada..

but bila teringat my mom, my dad

amanah yg di galas,

teruskan jugak..

sbb mmg dtg sini utk belajar pun kan..

as usual ayat mak

"suruh exam benda yg dh belajar.. bukan benda yg xpernah tawu"

so no need to be afraid..

nothing to be afraid of.

bak kata ustaz

"susah sebab xbaca"

hahaha..

apa pun susah..

tapi kena biasa kan..

coz dugaan alam kerja nnt lagi besar.. lagi perit..

fighting afifah!!!

your family believe that you can do it

in shaa Allah :)

bawah ni jadual exam untuk 3rd year medical students zagazig medical school

Labels: afifah, doktor, exam, facultymedicine, family, feeling, final exam, medical students, mesir

❤ "final exam" was Posted On: Wednesday, 4 May 2016 @15:29 | 0 lovely comments ✿

april 11

al-fatihah ~~

11 years already..

adik, apah rindu...

awong rindu..

anyah rindu..

semua rindu..

adik,

apah rindu nk kacau adik..

rindu nk tgok adik merajuk..

rindu nk marah adik sbb mkn xmau berhenti..

rindu nk kacau2 adik.

adik, rindu pelat adik..

rindu nk dgar adik sebut

aaa ais bila order air..

rindu nk dgar adik ckp " mama adak anakkk.. adik anak anyaahhh"

adik..

we all miss u dik..

kami taw adik bahagia dan tenang di sana..

tunggu kami semua taw dik..

dik, awong dah kawen dik..

awong ada baby..

kalau adik ada, mesti adik suka kacau baby awong..

ni lah anak awong. nama dia thaqif.. comey mcm adik kannn

apit pun dh kawen aritu dik..

nnt apit pun ada baby..

apah belajar jauh.. xleyh jenguk adik selalu..

apa kirim doa tiap kali teringatkan adik..

semalam awong pesan,

lepas solat doakan adik sekali.

11 tahun xterasa pun dik..

apah ingat lagi adik lap air mata apah masa kat hospital tu..

adik pesan apah jangan nangis..

apah dh besar xleyh nangis..

adik mcm tawu jee tu last time adik ckp dgn apah...

sebelum balik tu, adik cium apah lamaaaaa..

dikk..

apah ingat lagi..

masa rehat, apah suka pi kacau adik..

lpas tu cikgu adik marah adik sbb sibuk nk mai sembang dgn apah..

apah ingat lagi adik buat2 merajuk sbb kami xmau pakaikan pampers adik..

adik masuk bilik main bedak sampai mama balik keja..

adik, seluar adik ada dgn apah..

bear yg apah beli twin bear tu pun ada lagi kat umah apah..

apah rinddddddduuuuu sangaaaaatttttt kat adikk

damailah kau di sana Nurul Hidayah binti Zulkefli.

Labels: afifah, death, feeling, fieyfa_AF, hidayah, kenangan, mati, memori, rindu, sayang, tabah

❤ "april 11" was Posted On: Sunday, 10 April 2016 @22:29 | 0 lovely comments ✿

keluarga bahagia

keluarga bahagia,

adalah kurniaan Ilahi,

kepada hambaNya,

yang di kasihi.

bukan semua dapat merasai,

tidak semua dapat menikmati,

namun , masih ramai

yang tidak menghargai.

keluarga yang dimiliki,

tiada galang ganti,

meski dikelilingi teman sejati,

jauh di dalam sanubari,

sakitnya tidak terperi.

peritnya kehilangan,

tidak tergambar rasanya.

hanya yang merasai akan mengerti,

hanya yang menghargai akan menikmati.

hargailah nilai paling berharga,

yakni , keluarga bahagia.

Labels: afifah, family, fieyfa_AF, kehilangan, kekuatan, malaysia, nikmat, peringatan, sabar, sad, sayang, sedih, serabut, stress

❤ "keluarga bahagia" was Posted On: Saturday, 27 February 2016 @21:20 | 0 lovely comments ✿

kemalasan

nak update pasal pergi luxor aswan dgn pergi alex tu... tapiiii
aku ni malas gila nak transfer gmbar.. huhuhuhuhu

❤ "kemalasan" was Posted On: Thursday, 18 February 2016 @03:15 | 0 lovely comments ✿

positive thinking

by the time pass,
after all the advises,
now i realize it..

everything ada positive side dia
antara kita nk pandang ataupun tidak..

you know what?
dah lama aku xnangis continuosly 1 hours and half mcm tu..
dh lama aku xrasa give up sgt2 mcm tu..
dh lama aku xrasa i need time to be cool..

that time ,
it was really hurt..
deep n my heart,
there is wound that will never heal..

itu lah apa yang aku rasa

❤ "positive thinking" was Posted On: Thursday, 21 January 2016 @09:42 | 0 lovely comments ✿

hari ini dalma sejarah

Zagazig University buat firedrill weyh..
hahaha...
first time sepanjang dk mesir ni...
dah la tadi kelas Dr Eimad..
mcm xmau turun je rasa...
hangus rentung dh kami tadi.. hahaha

Labels: afifah, doktor, facultymedicine, medic, medical students, memories, mesir, Zagazig University, zagaziq

❤ "hari ini dalma sejarah" was Posted On: Monday, 11 January 2016 @09:52 | 0 lovely comments ✿

aku pun tak tahu

langit kelam..

titisan rintik mula membasahi bumi..

awan menangis

seperti keadaan hati aku sekarang..

Labels: afifah, fieyfa_AF, kisah hati

❤ "aku pun tak tahu" was Posted On: Thursday, 17 December 2015 @05:19 | 0 lovely comments ✿

The last

sebenarnya dh perasan dh pun..
bnyk kali dah..

tp xpe la..

i know where i stand

biar je..

sbb they never meant what they said..
so kenapa nk kesah kan dyorg plak kan?

biar je..

i have Him..

mana pun pergi mmg last skali akan tggal aku sendiri jugak..

mcm x biasa kan..

Labels: afifah, fieyfa_AF, kehilangan, kekuatan, merepek, opinion, pengalaman, positif, sabar, tabah, think

❤ "The last" was Posted On: Wednesday, 9 December 2015 @07:43 | 0 lovely comments ✿

are you ready for death?

entry ni tulis on dec 2, tp bru nk publish arini.. sorry guys...
and nnt akan di update smbungan cerita ni...

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firstly, al fatihah buat arwah akram zaki.

hari ni dah genap 3 tahun arwah meninggalkan kita..

back to the tittle..

i realise this not so long ago..

i miss her so much..

my late grandma..

aku xrapat dgn dia mcm aku rapat dgn tok ani..

but the moment dpt tawu dia sakit,

3 mggu tu, sekali je balik rumah...

tu pun nk balik ambil baju lebih..

hari aku balik tu, the first she starts to lie down..

then she never get up as usual till her last breath..

never expect that taw..

sbb pagi tu we, me and my maksu even pimpin dia smpai bilik air utk mandi kan dia..

tgh hari tu we all pujuk tok tido..

sb tok dh dua hari berturut-turut xtido..

xsgka lena nya dia saat itu,

terus membawa kepada coma..

coma as in, doctors term..

xboleh bgun..

hanya bergerak mata and little movement

( ni apa yg aku faham dari doctor and nurses tu bincang)

Labels: afifah, death, family, fieyfa_AF, love, preparation

❤ "are you ready for death?" was Posted On: Friday, 4 December 2015 @11:58 | 0 lovely comments ✿

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