what a nonsense feeling
whatever it is..
this feeling shouldn't exist..
its not a right time..
i need to push it away..
fffaaaaarrrrr aawwwaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy from me...
hope dat i've been strong enough to face dis feeling...
aq xsuka hidup ada perasaan kepada manusia berlainan jantina..
sbb skrg bukan masanya lagi...
my feeling now juz for Allah, rasul, Quran, parents n my subjects (studies)..
tu je...
may Allah lend me His Strenght to face dis...
kuat fifah.. u can fight it...